Ping love Joy

What I was doing in pass three hours. Yes.. You are right! I am painting again. Toady isn’t a nice day for studying. I am a bit sad. I couldn’t explain why I feel down today. Even skip one lesson and went on a nice movie this afternoon.  But it doesn’t help. Still I cried on my way home. Tears go down with my sorrowful heart. There was nobody... only the poor soul quite with failing tears.  If you know me better than I do... you would know that I don’t like to be sad.  But somehow... I couldn’t do anything to stop it. Do I know the reason..? Do I? Look the photo on my room wall. It is a photo take by two years ago.  I was smiling to the camera and look like a real child. Smiling and smiling all the time like happy doll.  Picking up my painting pen and opened my color box..... I was starting to find my smile back.  When I pain I think of myself. Think of myself in two years ago. If I can ever happy smile so beautiful. Why can’t I smile today? Youth. Courage . Belief. trust. Love... All the things made us smile. However, I don’t have them today. So next time when you see my smile please don’t forget that I also capable of crying. 

My Sixth painting named " Smile" hoping you all enjoy it.   Eilnor